I get on the bus and the girl has a migraine and is really irritable, so that sucked a bit, but I figured that there would be days like that, and there are bound to be more. My feelings for her are starting to solidify I think. I definitely had the urge to kiss her today, but more on that later.
The school day was fairly boring, 2nd period was 3 hours today, but oh well, such is life. I would like to talk about lunch, though. First, some background on my personality. I like to both be quiet and talk a lot. But since I still have some socializing problems, It's really hard for me to start conversations, so I usually jump into one if I see or hear something interesting. Which leads on to lunch. During lunch, my two friends in front of my were talking about random anime stuff and scrolling through pictures, as usual, when, somehow, I engaged them in conversation about the Maximum Ride books, though I don't remember how. This lead to a lunch-long discussion about Maximum Ride, the books, and the graphic novels of the books, which was a pretty cool conversation. One is even going to let me borrow some of her graphic novels of the books so that I can read them!
Yeah, that's it really for the school day. Well, actually, there is 4th period, and it's about one of my sensory issues, which is the one I have problems with less so than touch, but more so than smell, which is sound. I the noises in 4th have been off the charts all week, lots of yelling and talking and it's just not fun for me. So I asked the teacher if I could put my headphones in my ears to dampen the noise a bit, and she said it was fine, so I did it, and it surprisingly helped a lot! So many of the noises that I had had to deal with before were just dampened down or not even audible to me anymore, and the loudest sound for me was my breathing. That also helped me focus more and helped me get my test done.
But yeah, the bus ride home with the girl was pretty funny, she still had a headache, but the people around us were rowdy and the talk was silly, although loud. I'm sure that didn't help her too much, but she had said that she wanted to try to come over to my house today, so I asked her if she wanted me to just go over to her house to get her, and she said yeah. We didn't agree on any specific time, so I waited about half an hour, then went over.
She had been asleep, but she said it was fine since the alarm she had set was about to go off. We actually hung out at her place for a couple hours before heading over to mine. When we got here, we lay down in the living room to watch Big Hero Six. I cuddled up next to her and held hands with her. it was, quite frankly, really enjoyable. Another thing is that, uh, well, for some reason I kept getting aroused with her around, hehe. At the end of the movie, I walked out of the room to let my dad know that I would be walking her home in a moment, and when I walked back in, she was hugging my cat. It was so adorable, I had to lean over and ask her what she was doing XD
And this was where I really wanted to kiss her, as our mouths were really close to each other, but I decided not to and instead pressed a half kiss to her cheek and got up. We did hold hands walking home though. It was already dark by that time, but the half moon tonight lit things up fairly well.
For some reason, I wanted to know how much she liked me, though I knew that she did, so I asked her, and she just said "a lot"
I wasn't entirely sure why I asked the question though. Still am not.
And now I'm sitting here, typing this up and wondering "Should I have kissed her?" And the answer is "Probably."
Well, night y'all, Alex out :3
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