High School is Immature

Okay, to start off, I broke up with my girlfriend. Through events I will detail in future posts and reasons that I figured out on my own, I stopped having feelings for her. They just went away. It was after some serious shit happened. So yeah, Hannah is now my ex-girlfriend and honestly, I'm glad. She was flipping crazy. Not just because she had depression or anxiety, I mean she was actually insane, in an immature way. I should have listened to my friend Maia's advice and never gotten involved with her.

But, that's not the point to this post. "What is?" You might ask. Well, I don't know. I need to get thoughts organized in my head; while I don't like intense order and discipline, like that of the military, I do need some of it to get things done.

I suppose I should vent on the fact that I'm many assignments behind in two classes and it feels like I can't catch up. Which might be why I'm playing video games and not getting the assignments done. Similar to last year, when I got behind on assignments, it became hard to catch up and keep up with the new ones, so I just gave up. That's a terrible habit, to give up when the going gets rough. It's something I need to stop doing. And before anyone mentions it, no, that is not what happened with Hannah. My feelings for her actually did leave.

Anyways, back onto the topic, which is actually school. I'm failing two of my classes because of those assignments that I am behind on. I need to get them done, but I just keep getting sucked into the world of video games. Especially games like Dragon Age: Inquisition. Of course, I am very self-aware and consciously made the decision to play the game in the first place, knowing I would lose hours of my time because I started playing it. I could have easily refused to play and just gone upstairs and done my homework. But I didn't. I chose the easy way out, which was to ignore the issue and play video games.

I really need to keep up with things better. For example, I need to get supplies for another art project that we're going to be started very soon, but I don't have any of the materials yet. I also don't have assignments done that I need done for my financial literacy class, which, by the way, has a higher workload than my AP World History class last year had. I also need to talk to a teacher about classes for next year and need to update this blog more.

So, overall, I have things to work on, but getting into the habit of doing homework and updating my blog frequently is my first step. I'm sorry I've been so inactive, but I'm definitely going to do it more. Got spring break coming up next week, so when it hits, I'm going to finish all the past updates that I've missed out on if I haven't already got them done by then. Oh, and shout out to my most dedicated reader RickyPine (that's his name on Wattpad, go look him up, he's awesome) for always reading my posts :)

This is an unfinished building near Central Florida by I-4. (I think that stands for Interstate 4?) It's been unfinished for probably close to a decade. That's my procrastination level.