Actually, I want to make a second post today, well, technically it's the next day for me. This time, it's about two things: 1. How much I hate it when I eat too much. and 2. How much of a spoiled brat I am, but how I keep that part of myself locked away.
I'm gonna keep this short and sweet though. I easily over eat because I love food and I can't easily tell when exactly I'm full until a little while after eating or until I have over-eaten. Which leads to me eating too much, too often. The fact that I don't eat any healthy foods doesn't help, either.
For the second part, I need to give a bit of an explanation. When my siblings and I were younger, we basically did get what we asked for, at least based on what I remember. Which isn't a whole lot at times. We got McDonalds a bunch, I remember that, but at some point at a rather early age for this kind of thinking, I realized I shouldn't always be asking for stuff. I wanted stuff, sure, but I did somehow have the rational thought to realize that I couldn't and shouldn't get everything I want.
So I simply stopped asking for most things, except for pizza and video games. I did still ask for those, and occasionally still do. But still, since then, I've very much rarely asked for things. My family isn't rich, so it's not like they could've given us everything we asked for anyways.
My point is that I'm still a spoiled brat though. Too many things have given to me, whether I asked for them or not. I keep it under control in most cases, but today/yesterday was a shining example that that side can easily break out if I don't keep it under control and my defenses up.
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