Filling in Up to Today

Okay, so you want to know what happened with the girl in my 1st? Nothing. She crushed my crush for her and got back together with her ex, who she is still with to this day :p I'm glad she did though, because I met this amazing girl named Hannah a couple of weeks after school started back up who is actually now my girlfriend. Wanna know how I met Hannah? With a kiss. Yup, a kiss. She was complaining to her friend that her lip hurt and for her to kiss it better. Her friend refused to, so I raised my hand up and said "I'll kiss it better!" And she said okay and leaned over with a kissy face. I was actually stunned and asked her friend if she was serious. Her friend said yes, she was serious. So I leaned over and kissed her. Now mind you, it was just a peck, but still, this immediately did something to me, and boom, insta-crush.

Even though one of my friends warned me not to get invested in Hannah, I ignored her and got to know Hannah. Turns out she got back together with one of her exes the next day or so after our kiss, but I still wanted to be her friend at least, because she seemed like a cool girl. After really getting to know her and learning some serious stuff about her, I still wasn't dissuaded in my feelings for her, but got confused a few times about stuff happening, which is where my "Time to Become a Monk" post came from. Now after the event that inspired that, a similar one happened the next weekend, but this time I went through it the right way and she broke up with her ex to give me a chance. Over the next week, she wanted to do a trial run thing and we acted like any normal couple, although we weren't officially dating until the Thursday of last week. Today being 2/4/2016, Thursday. I don't really care about "1 week anniversary" bullcrap, though if we make it to a month, then I'll be more excited.

We've gone on one date so far (and boy, what memorable date that is (get your minds out of the gutter)) and that was plenty fun, saw Ride Along 2. I'll be honest, we spent at least half the movie run time kissing in the back corner. :p

Things were going pretty good, up until today. Today, I felt like being silly and doing little jokes, but it seems every time I made a little joke, she didn't get it or just straight up took it too seriously. Now, as it turns out, during lunch I tried to make a joking face and use a over the top offended tone as a joke when she called me lame, and I didn't find this out until after school when me and Hannah were fighting over my attitude today, that the tone came out a lot less joking than what was intended. So, I hurt Hannah with that, and I think I did some other things too that hurt her, though honest to fucking god I have no god shitting clue what those are, but apparently I "wasn't there for" her and shit, so I'm still, as is quite obvious, kind of peeved over that. I'm a blunt person people. You can't play around the problem and fucking expect me to get it. It doesn't fucking work like that in my brain. This turned PG-13 really quickly. Anyways, I apologized to her and stuff, so we'll see how things are tomorrow. I hope this has helped catch things up with everyone. (On a side note, I'm failing Art 1)

Peace y'all!